Monday, March 24, 2014

I'm not a bro.

I'm not a "bro". I'm a woman
Yes i cry, get upset, freak out and get stressed.
But who asked for that extra kick in our genes to make us sensitive?
We don't have extreme testosterones like men so we can't just "man the eff up" like you...
We get bruised easy, like an apple that gets poked once too many times.

Our feelings get hurt easily and we tend to break down.
Mother nature doesn't bring us any justice either.
So why would you snap back?

All i asked was for some love and comfort.
I cry and get upset but i would never hit you to take out my anger.
So why would you use such harsh words against me?
It hurts, thinking that you'd be the one to ease my pain away
But instead you just build up an even bigger flame

I don't know if i should be mad at you or be hurt.
I'm stressed, sad and upset
My best friend isn't exactly there for me at this time
So yes, i guess i got a bit carried away and broke down.

My head hurts and it feels like it's going to explode.
I feel sick and at times i just want to sleep away the pain and nausea.

Maybe because you grew up in a family of boys, but that's not how you should talk to a girl...

Of all people out there, i truly thought you would be understanding. What ever happened to that sweet gentle soul i fell for? The one who would just smile and keep quiet when he know's something is wrong, but still stay next to you when you need it...

I don't want to fight but this just really hurts right now...
i don't know what to think anymore...

   - A sad and hurtful soul


1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry for what happened years ago… If I could go back and do it differently, I would... Because now I know what to say. Now I know what to do. I'm sorry for saying that to you back then instead of comforting you. Now that I look back, I never once tried to fix it. Even up until now... It seems that sorry is all I can say...

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