Miffy :x hehe

I can't sleep hahaha  Looking through the list of friends to talk to. 17 online, 10/17 i talk to. 8 out of that ten are busy. 2 left. LOL i have the choice of talking to either a guy who always says "hello, how are you?" or a mole. Man do i needa find myself some new friends LMAO XD

So sad, even my dog got bored of me talking to him ;o.... grrrr why can't i find someone who will be willing to listen to my weird stories XD 

Well to whoever reads this, hello there :) What is the weirdest thing you've encountered? haha

Odd question, would you stop what you're doing right at the moment when a friend asks you something or talks to you? Or would you finish whatever you're doing first and then talk? haha. Even i don't know. For me, when my really close friends and people i love dearly calls out for me, i'd stop what ever it is i'm doing (unless its an important lab due 2 mins before its late or if someones dying...then i'd prob pretend to not hear you for 5 mins LOL) and respond to them ^^ Cause god knows when or if theres something wrong with them or they're just feeling really down and really need you to be there for them; and you continue to do what you're doing and not hear them out, they might drift away... i don't know, this is what i was taught from my parents and buddha. When someone calls out for you, don't ignore them. Cause i'm sure nothing else that you're doing is that important or crucial unless it's a matter of life and death ;o It'll just might hurt the person by putting other things in front of them. I've learned it the hard way ;o Cause then it means that they're not worth your time to even care for them, and whatever you're doing is more important than them lol.

But this is just me XD i'm always like this, putting others before me. Heck, i rmb one time when someone was hurt and wanted to talk to me, but i was allowed to hang out with other people that day (my parents are really strict and wouldn't let me hang out anyone after that, even if i chose to go or not that day). Instead, i stayed home to listen to her story and helped her out (she lives in a diff country) and even though i didn't know her that much, i still felt like i should be there to talk to her and cheer her up. Though i couldn't hang out with my friends that day, just knowing the fact that i've just helped someone when in need made me feel good inside ^^ and of course, i didn't regret it haha. Cause i know that i can go hang out with my friends in the future. But knowing someone is hurting or needed your help might come once in a while <3

Oh and i like miffy ^^ because miffy can't talk in the show, and she reminds me of me. When i speak out, i sometimes feel like no one is listening haha. It always happens ever since i was little XD but i'm used to it. ^^ Thus, i evolve into a very shy person haha. This is true ;o i don't tend to open up because i know its no point in trying to when sooner or later i'll get ignored XD but its okie ^^ i like being shy, and miffy is cute!

Hmm, i'm going to try and fall asleep again hehehe. Bai bai ~ P.S i know, this is such a random story but i'm just bored and i needed to tire myself out by writing and reading hahaha! Sorrie~

Yes,  i LOVE YOU you know who you are ^^