Hearing his voice in the distance
is all i can really do right now
these tears i shed
will not make him appear right next to me
sleeping in my bed
cold and lonely
i miss him dearly
no words out of my mouth
the pain's too much
taking extra courses to keep my mind off of him for the while
doing extra chores so i can keep myself busy
cause if i don't talk less now, i know it's gonna kill us both over the four dreaded months
yes, i miss him
his hugs, his voice, his laughs, his warmth...
i need his comfort
cause i'm totally lost right now
May-04-11
ReplyDelete12:53 AM - Brother Houdini117: I'm trying the make the most of what I have honey
12:53 AM - Brother Houdini117: I know when summer school starts for you
12:53 AM - Brother Houdini117: I won't be able to talk as much
12:54 AM - Brother Houdini117: sometimes, all I just want to do
12:54 AM - Brother Houdini117: is just talk to you
12:54 AM - Brother Houdini117: I hope these messages get across to you
12:55 AM - Brother Houdini117: because I could really talk to someone right now
12:55 AM - Brother Houdini117: especially you
12:55 AM - Brother Houdini117: If this continues on, it's going to hurt us both
12:56 AM - Brother Houdini117: I want to talk to you now
12:56 AM - Brother Houdini117: then regret not being able to later
12:56 AM - Brother Houdini117: when summer school starts
Better to talk a lot now then regret not being able to talk a lot in the future because we didn't...
Please honey, I love you, just because I'm leaving for 4 months doesn't mean we can't talk to each other until I leave...