:): I'm so bipolar...

I'm trying so hard trying to drown out the pain

Covered with lies

And building it up with a smile

Acting like nothing's wrong, 

I try to pretend my life is perfect

But now i'm starting to crumble

My wall is breaking down

And you can see this crippled side of me

I'm looking away,

Trying to find a stable ground

But i'm slipping away

Fell down a couple flights of sanity

Now i'm laying there on the ground

Thinking what is there left to keep me in piece

Super glue and duct tape won't help

A thousand band-aids won't help heal this pain

It's too deep to even be fixed

All i can do is wait

Trying let the pain go away

Let it wash off in the rain

Or frozen away with the snow 

You see right though my mask

You know what i'm gonna say

And i know you want me to tell you more than two simple words

All i can say is

Just stay by me

and let me hold onto you for a little while more

Cause i'm not ready to let go just yet

I know it's gonna hurt the both of us in the end

But nothing can be done

I wished time would wait a bit more 

Maybe stop for a while

If only it can do that...

My life would be easier...

The pain would ease away...

I'd be so much happier...

And maybe a bit more normal...