Thank you for all the pain and tears...

So you said you wouldn't ever hurt a girl.
Nor would you wanna make her cry.
Cause you find it de-meaningful...
But it's kinda ironic, cause you've done all of that.
Though it wasn't physical, you've managed to cut through my heart with your words and lies...
I hated that. I hate how you couldn't man up and tell it directly to my face. You think that just because i'm a girl i'll break down and cry. You were the one who was scared...not me
You didn't "love" me anymore but you didn't have the heart to tell me...instead i had to find it from someone else.
Thanks...let's give you a round of applause now...
But it's alright, i've moved on. Found someone much better than you. Unlike you, he understands me...and never lets me go when i needed it the most...
It's hard to find someone like him you know...someone who'll be honest with you, talks to you when something's troubling them, and always telling you they love you. And they mean it.

I'm glad to meet such an awesome guy like him...i really don't know how i'll turn out without him. He's everything to me now. He helped me realized that i can find love again (stronger this time), and have a lil faith in myself. He makes me feel like i'm an amazing person. A better person. You never did that...you never showed me any kind of feelings that you "cared" to me. Never.

And here you are, asking if we can hang out again like the old times. As if nothing had ever happened between us. Like it was some kinda nightmare for you to wake up from and act like nothing was wrong...

Well here's the thing. I'm not going back through all of that again, nor do i want to. I'm happy with just where i am now. And i don't wanna change it. So i'm sorry, but now...you're gonna have to move on.

Sorry to break it to you, but i don't wanna be your "girl-weirdo" anymore, but thank you for having such a careless nature, and good bye "boy-bothering"...