Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?

And all I know is
You got to give me everything
And nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

And all I know is
You got to give me everything
And nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me) 

I will never let others know my pain.

Because all they'll do is worry. And then they'll get sad. And then all fingers will be pointed to me. And the cycle repeats. Sometimes i think if i live off alone by myself, it'd be a heck of a load less worrisome and pain-free. No one to love. No one to worry for. No one to care about. It would be much easier. But...i'm human...and because of this, i feel pain, sadness, joy, fear and other emotions that use humans would have to live with for the rest of our lives.

TT__TT

Never near when i needed it the most.
I am vulnerable.

:x

It hurts to breathe >_< The pain slowly quiets down when i stop breathing. Slow, quiet pace. A simple song easing it away.

A sad girl would wake up and make breakfast for her family
To tell him "have a wonderful day"
A sad girl would go to work and always do their best,
They make lunch and always sits last
A sad girl would go home to tend her family and buy food
Making phone calls to hear someone's voice
They are faithful to their promises
Sad girls take upon other's grief
Sad girls comfort others and say "everything will be okay"
They don't let their sadness out
They don't have time to be sad
So they cry when the light goes out. -Retold by Dara-

And it goes in a loop

It’s sadder that my only sin is loving you
I tore all the smiles you showed me
I grinded all your love inside my heart
I’m no more fun, you said I was the only one
Were those empty words that you just spit out
I can’t continue feeling this uncomfortable
"Honey I’m sorry you have to give me a chance to apologize." right?
I’m a human too, don’t you think I would feel guilty?
My memories are vague, the feelings are the same.
Let’s go somewhere where there are no people, it’s just that I want to be alone with you
I love you boy i love you
But the actions you make it hurts
I just want to run and kill time now.

When everyone goes to Nuit Blanche

I got bored ;o
And i have an 8hr shift nonstop tomorrow...on a sunday ;o
And then Monday late evening shift, tues i get to work early ;o
Wed its torture..its 11 hour shift x__x *dies*
And then saturday 9-6:30 x.x
Thursday i have driving lesson~

there goes my social life </3 

Friday is a special day...because it will be my one year anniversary with my loving boyfriend <3
Hopefully my schedule for next week is better so i can hang out with my beloved sister ^o^
But this is what i do when i get bored.. XD
Wild scary cat eye >:3 looks more like a retarded fishie XD but oh wells <3