Yet i chose you

I LOVE My music box(es)

Lookie~~ I got a new music box x) okay...maybe it's not new XD because i got it at a garage sale LOL (it only cost me a quarter for monokuro boo!)! But i just LOVE it! Well i love all cute music boxes >__< i love to collect them. They're like second place to my liking for STRAWBERRIES :) This so far will be my 3rd music box ^o^ I forgot what this one plays but it was from my childhood :) My other music box plays swan lake and the second one plays twinkle little star.

Yayyy for music boxes!~~~ ^^ what i'm hoping to find is a cute music box that plays either "Anastasia-Once upon a december", Fur Elise by Beethoven or "Symphony no. 40 by Mozart http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l45DAuXYSIs


 if i could get my hands on this music box with that song i will be forever HAPPY x) (seriously...been looking for this music box for yearssss ;_; )

At a time like this

Hi hi fellow bloggies!~~ It's been a while since i've sent my thoughts out to this bloggie :o

Well for the past few weeks it has been...hectic to say the least xD
Some experiences were unforgettable and enjoyable while others were...unpleasant to say the least. Lets just say there were a few incidents that i've wished didn't repeat itself.

So, what have i been up to lately? Well i'm just filling my days with  less computer time and more cooking and working. ^^v (I'm finally catching on with my mangas and dramas again~ it's been so long ;__: oh and drawing!~)

But watching these sappy sad romantic comedies have made me realized a lot of things. Like for one thing...they get to live a happy ending ;o (i wish my love life was merry like that >_<) I'm not saying i'm not happy with my love life because for one thing...i am already dealing with enough drama XD But sometimes, i just miss that part of me that was still wild and free ( no not like girls gone wild) but more on the side where the girl is innocent and carefree...not having to worry about so many things with her relationship and all. Sometimes i wondered if the "single" me was happier. But then if i was still single, i wouldn't have met such an awesome guy who've turned my world upside down (i mean REALLY turned it upside down lol!) For one thing, the single me would of still been afraid of trying sushi XD or even raw beef...or anything semi raw for that matter x_x''

Well in my eyes, having a boyfriend can have its ups and downs. You can lean on them and they're a phone call away from help ( and for sure they will get to you faster then the cops when you need help...trust me on that x.x) They can really surprise you with the things they do and make you smile when you need it the most.

But remember, your boyfriend is also human so he has feelings...and sometimes it can get out of hands with the things he does and it might make you go "URGG I WISH YOU WERE DEAD" kinda thing <- okay this is totally not true! But they do and WILL drive you insane (sometimes) So...you might have to get used to it (believe me i'm still trying to get used to mines xP )
Bf's aren't bad, they usually mean no harm. But do know, they're not like us girls who are soft spoken and uber caring little bunnies, so they will get rough sometimes and go cavemen on you. (i admit...not really a fan of that but hey, they're guys after all)

But...it wouldn't hurt to be that prince charming once in a while right girls? Then again, one can only fantasize about such a thing~ xD oh wells~

That is all for nao~~

Lol this was me yawning because i get tired after 8pm now a days...>__< and yesh that is a poop i drew on my shoulder because i was feeling silly x)

Depend on no one but yourself
Because if you hurt, you know there's no one else to blame but you.
This would only make you want to fix the problem.
Rely on others, and they'll only bring you down.
I've learned it the hard way.

Sweetest Love Drowning in Tears

Day by day i waited for the time to come
Alone for a short period of time to get my thoughts straight
I'm not ready to let it go
I thought i knew what love is, but it just doesn't feel the same
Roses with the sweetest scent are now faded with the tears i left with
They keep wanting more from me, promising to keep me happy
But in exchange i bring them sorrow.
I don't even know what i want anymore
At times i needed company
And then i like to be alone
Things never go the way i plan it to be
Last night's dreams have woken me up from the mess i was in
I met a young man, born in the year of the dragon.
They say that dragons are the soulmates of the monkey. But if you find love before your soulmate, it might and might not work.
So there he was in my dream, though i recognized him from somewhere...
We talked for a bit telling each other about our life.
Suddenly, as if he knew why i was so down, he said to me "Though the both of you have been going out for 9 months or so, i think you should wait it out a bit more to fully understand each other fully" 
Unsure if it's just my unconcious mind telling me this, but i took it to heart.
And before i can even know who he was, the mysterious man vanished away, and left nothing more then a crumbled piece of paper behind.
It might be crazy, but most of the time my dreams tells me what is going on in reality.
So for now, i amin search of a crumbled piece of paper.